Oh Myself !!!! Where art thee?

Picture: Evangeline Lilly.She is beautiful .Isnt it?

Where is he?Where is the one to whom the world never mattered?Where is the one to whom love never existed?Where is the once unflappable person and his love for materialism?Has his love for inanimate things disappeared from the face of the world?What has gone wrong with his self glorified stubbornness?Where has his unshakeable belief in his own undertnding of all the world around him disappeared?Why is he not focussed on himself and only himself anymore?Why is the worldy opinion suddenly so important for him nowadays?Where is the rustic self belief and hidden confidence hidden now?Why is he suddenly disillusioned by the human relationships around him?Why are humans important to him nowadays?Why has been pretending to have broken up with his old pals,pain and loneliness?Why isnt he genuinely happy anymore?Why is he blind to the simple joys of life?Why isnt he in love with mother nature anymore?Why doesnt he respect and glorify his own self anymore?Why doesnt he push hard for his goals anymore?Why is he being affected by God's worst creations?Why do they continually cheat him and burry him.Why does this vicious circle repeat itself again:Once too many times.hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Ohh myself!!Where art thee?